[BendtheBar]

What the heck?

Sometimes life is all about what the heck.

What's so hard to understand about, "Keep your hands out of the way.

I think the hardest part about it is the fact that someone might have to uninvolved, and feel unimportant? I don't know.

I've been fighting a depression for a couple of years now. Probably coincides with the cancer episode. Anyway, I've never felt right. Never felt healthy. Never felt whole. There's some inadequacey issues with where I am in my life (job, lack of career, not finishing school, etc.). And the usual "Twilight of my years" stuff. I'm not suicidal by any means. Just blue and stuck in a rut. I think I'm going to go see a doctor. Although, I took an online depression survey yesterday and it says I'm only a little sad. I do have a check up with my surgeon at the Mayo Clinic this week. Perhaps I should mention something to him.

I've spent a good portion of my life with similar issues. I underachieved for so long that it put me in places I didn't want to be in. The not finishing school part was exceptionally hard. Crappy job after crappy job.

You're a bright guy, someone I respect, look up to, and learn a lot from. You also never fail to make me laugh. Just had to say that so you know you are appreciated. Sappy, but I mean it.