c'mon buddy you are so close don't let it slip away!
we are gettin down there and times are rediculously tough but you need to remember most people wouldn't and couldn't do what you are doin right now. it takes so much discipline to get ready for a show most people will never understand the commitment. if you need to talk to someone who is goin through some of the same sh*t as you right now let me know. were in it to win it baby lets go!!