Originally Posted by LindenGarcia18
When I said I couldn't go on, I was meaning with the weights, not that I was suicidal.
...and I'll be seeing another therapist for some treatment in the following month.
...I know allot of you think I'm going to develop or already have developed and eating disorder.
I knew what you meant about the weights. Good to read that you'll be seeing a therapist.
I slightly tend to disagree with the eating disorder, you may be very borderline but there could well be an issue there; when you see the therapist, take a hard copy of a couple of these threads with you, especially if you never mentioned any of the fear of fat gain to the person that you spoke to initially whether in relation to your modelling job or otherwise.
The thing I find really odd is that any number of things could put a halt on your modelling job (I won't list any, you have enough problems to be dealing with already) yet you worry about the one that is less of a problem, basically, and the one that you're controlling very well, at the moment.
Just keep up what you've been doing and you'll be fine, you'll still have all the psychological crud to deal with but it looks like you're going to be dealing with that as well...any idea when you get to see the therapist?