Maintaining your strength, and increasing, at a lower weight is awesome Jim! Never, ever ever stop!
I want you to know that your strength through these times builds me up. You didn't jump off a building. Your uncles choices in life were based off his own circumstances, interests and motivations.
Don't ever do something, or not do, if you think you will regret it later!
"Thats you, a new creation born of tragedy, but capable of greatness." - jdmalm123
The gates of hell have been unlocked, headstones pushed aside!