I'd have to say the amount, and diversity of friends I have. I can call up Walter there in his 70s and we can talk about food, time travel whatever. I can call Angie in California and set up a visit. I can drive a few hours in any direction from where I'm at now and find a few people I know. A guy with a Ferrari F50, another with 3 houses and 4 Range Rovers. Good ol boys out weed eating the grave yard. Lots of women. A lot of women. A lot. If I'm feeling good, I can talk to and make friends with anyone.
I spend all night scared of tomorrow, only reason I aint killin, suns up, when it gets dark im back to the park, cut through the back im after the heart, creepin through your hallway with a knife, had it all planned, therapist callin me all day, I know you love it when I eat meat, I love it when the brains hit the concrete!