I know you dont think so Jen, but that is amazing progress over this year! All the ups and downs you have had in both the gym and personal life, this is nothing short of amazing! Be proud of what you did, I sure am!
As far as the whole squat thing goes, We both know if BTB gave you an up call, it was a good squat!
What you guys have done for those kids is something that will be in their minds forever. Pat yourself on the back, you EARNED IT!