you didnt annoy anyone with questions.
we are all here to help. im just more blunt than most. its good you have a journal. btw dont worry if your peanut butter is "organic". make sure its Natural. only ingredients should be peanuts or peanuts and some salt.
and call out threads....never know, may or may not get your ass moving more. nothing wrong with calling someone out to try and light a fire under their ass.
enjoy, good luck.