Squatter, I don't know you much. I just saw the thread and saw everyone's response. I have always seen you very active on MAB. I particularly remember your love for deadlifts, I saw that in one of your posts some months back.
You are already a winner brother. I am your big fan. I am sure you would come out of this. I would pray for you. Let me know if I can be of any help whatsoever.
Meanwhile, given your love for lifting, do what you can and do it best. I know it is easier said than done. But, a fighter like you would come out of this.
Johnnie Walker - Keep Walking
"Move me out of the away so that someone else can lift": Ed Coan after injuring himself during a squat attempt of 970 lbs in 2002
POWERLIFTING - ABSOLUTE POWER