Jim your numbers are flat out insane! Both you and Mike are making gains so fast that in all honesty I can not keep up with you guys!!!! You are doing the right thing, knowing there maybe more in the tank and getting it out. Its good to know you are learning your body and what it takes to make it successful.
As far as the sight goes.....I am sorry for the bad news, but you are one of the strongest individuals I have had the please to know. You will come to terms, and you will continue to be successful.