I agree with that. I like the constant struggle to beat myself too. I think we all do. My thinking is that if I didn't have a meet looming, I would coast on some days, make excuses, whatever. With a meet looming, I believe I am more consistent in my effort.
Interesting insight though.
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Best meet lifts: Sq 150 Kg (330 lb), Bench 120 Kg (264), DL 160 (352) @89 Kg (197)
Best gym lifts: Sq 375, Bench 280 (pause), DL 385 @205 or less
Goals: 3/4/5 while healthy and fit
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Deadlift:15 sets of 3 with 150Kg
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