I was like that for a long time. You have to understand that part of your training is to get the rest. Eventually you will force your mind to relax and let you sleep. The night of sleep is every bit as important as the lift you are going to hit the next day!
Best meet lifts: 1040squat, 730 bench, 730 deadlift
Best total: 1040-680-730=2450
"This is about strength, not getting a 10.0 form score from the Russian judge" Steve Shaw