I used to be afraid I would bloat back up for over 360 pounds if I ate anything I wasn't supposed to. I'm not anymore. I know I'm in control of my waistline and the food I eat. It won't happen overnight. I put on more fat that I planned getting stronger, but in the end, I'm happier with how I look now than how I looked at 215. That was small and weak.
Now its a focus on adding muscle and losing fat. Weight doesn't matter to me anymore, just body composition.
Anastas Dimitar Martin