A really overwhelming response, thank you to everyone, this really picked my day up. For those of you who have been in the game for a while, and especially BtB and those like him who gets this day in and day out, I am amazed by the upbeat spirit you have kept through it all. Remembering that when people begin attacking you personally, it usually means they have run out of valid arguments is going to be key as I get stronger. Thank you to all of you, this community has helped get me moving in the right direction.
Anastas Dimitar Martin