It's easy to be blinded sometimes with all of the YouTube footage I see of non tested, multi ply lifting. When you put my numbers in the context of a RAW, tested competition, I am a lot more competitive than I sometimes give myself credit for.
Im the same myself Al. Ive never thought about competing untill just recently because I did not think I would stand a slightest chanse, which it occured to me I probably will.
And dont be hard on youreself, you recently squatted 190x3, that is beastly weight moved brother!!