The more I understand ^^This^^, BTB, the more I realize and settle in on a much more off-season type of look for myself overall.
Getting that ripped once would be nice, but I feel small whenever my weight dips under 195 and I think I'd rather be big and look big than be shredded and super-lean.
I admire the dedication and work to get to that level of leanness, but I think I like bread and beer too much. LOL.
Complication makes it easy to explain failure.